Tuesday, 30 October 2012

Sandy and Sadness...

Gosh I am a little worried, family are still in Maryland and I know that the trees falling down have freaked my Uncle out, he had to leave the hospital because the travelling was so precarious.  I know the Hospital will be ok, I mean, they are fairly sturdy buildings aren't they? No, I am more worried about my Uncle and Nanny in a regular house. 
Then my cousin turned up on FB this am, I totally forgot she lived in New York now....grrrr....another person to stress about. I hope they are well, but I did hear the eye of the storm has passed now thank goodness. 
I am a bit down, my aunt will have a long recuperation and I miss my family.  Without my girl here the holidays seem lifeless.  My sister is not really into Samhain/Halloween and although I will be spending the evening itself with BF who always has a lot of fun usually, she is going through a great deal of stress right now I know the evening will not be the same, well that is change I suppose. I suppose I am getting increasingly dissatisfied with the status quo at the moment, perhaps because I can see a future laid out that is not really what I wanted out of life.  I am quite unsure about my journey at the moment and all I know is I need more.

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